Monday, April 12, 2010

PLEASURE OF THE SIN

Let me drown in it,
the river of forbidden sin.
For which i will have no guilt.
Let me drown in it,
leaving back my sorrows.
Let me enjoy this indescent pleasure.
As this life for me is no more a treasure.
Let me prove you my commitment, .
for this is my life's new testament.
I don't bother for redemption,
as all those heavens are engulfed in corruption.
Can't withstand the hatred of this so called paradise.
Better than this life so lovely is demise.
Darkness calls me with love,
let me drown in it,.
the river of forbidden sin.

EVERY PHOBIA IS REAL

Memories lay dead,
in the gallows of time.
They have gone far away
leaving the truth behind.
What i have been looking for,
and what i had kept in my mind.
As the demons of my past,
rise from the dead
and my fears come back alive.
As they had been nesting
on the rusting walls of time,
in a swarming hive.
And it swallows me
into the nightmare
of which i was afraid.
The ugliest dreams come real
of which i was scared.
The past went by like a dream.
And i am now stalked by loneliness.
Lost my soul in this endless dark.
Where every phobia is real. I am struggling to get back
but i am loosing my zeal

WAILING RIVER

She moves along,
her way is so long...
right from the beginning
her destiny is chosen along....
and she carries with her,
the glimpses of her past....
she forgets the happiness
as they wont last....
and goes right into.,
the open arms of the fall....
she moves along,,
and goes to wail alone.,,
and weeping out her dreams,
as bruised all they crawl.
wailing river is left cold to shiver,
as she cries on without even a quiver.
lonely as she flows in solitude,
awakens the nature from its quietitude.
she flows along and her way is too long ,
left alone in the darkness,
she is the WAILING RIVER.

SHRINE OF PAIN

I am tormented and bruised
and left to be crucified....
hung on the cross i wail,.
where happiness is denied....
all alone in the silence ,
its my cry that one can hear....
all in the darkness
one can see the light
of my burning heart
far or near....
the cruelty of destiny ,
has fallen hard on me....
in the prevailing darkness,
its my burning heart one could see....
for mercy i wont be pleading,
but in pain i choose to be left bleeding....
without you i choose no life,
neither the ray of hope to shine,,
or the shower of hope to rain....
i would rather kneel with bleeding wrists,
at the altars of the SHRINE OF PAIN.

DARK TRANQUILITY

Twilight falls and we proceed
to the embrace of the darkness.....
and the silence of the tranquil lonesome lake
drives us to madness......
we breath in the cold air
which kisses the stagnant waters
and the dancing green leaves.....
my inner self has fallen for its enticement
and in darkness it believes...,
i am bedazzled by the nocturnal charm...,
and fell in its dark mesmeria
though not so warm....
i long for the kiss of darkness
to me so divine....
and crave for my fallen love
indeed a beauty sublime......
mourning the departure of my beloved..,
with sorrow imprisoned in my frozen heart....
i wail silently in hidden serenity..,.
bleeding out my song at the heaven's window
with sad serendipity..,.
and my lovelorn soul
hides in DARK TRANQUILITY.

LADY OF THE LAKE

There beyond the fog,
A shadow floats behind the rotting log.
The dark hours after the twilight,
She walks the banks of the lake in the dying light.
Deep in the woods,where it is hard to walk
The trees look like as if they can talk.
Deep in the dense woods,
Where the sunlight can’t penetrate,
Even the days are dark and the light is desperate.
Deep in those ghostly woods,
There is a lake surrounded by grasslands,
Its like a beautiful lady,
Decorated with nature’s garland.
The place of tranquility,
The moment of silence,
But you can’t ignore the music of the whistling woods,
But does that remind of a gruesome violence.
Alas! It’s the nature’s beauty,
Which goes on mesmerising like eternity.
And the sun sets down deep in the west,
And the darkness awakens from the rest.
As the nocturnal reign begins to rise.
The howling wolves set out to hunt,
And the creatures of the night now arise.

As the light fades away with the dusk.
She walks like a shadow,
Floating above the dust.
Pale was her skin,
Clad with a flowing white gown.
Hidden was her face with the black hairs hung down.
Her radiant self was divine like a goddess.
She walked the banks in her attire so modest.
She rose her head and looked at the moon.
Was this a curse or blessed with a boon.
Then she turned around and demerged in the lake.
As if for the moon her life was at stake.
As it was crushed,in the sorrows of pain and demise.
This was the hour of darkest surprise.
Shocked by the scene I rushed to her rescue.
I ran to save the one who had broken my solitude.
The darkest mystique had drowned in the lake.
But how she demerged without struggling for life.
Without resisting the death
And gasping for breath.
She submerged deep down underneath,
The cold lake swallowed her beneath.
O the lady of the lake.
O the pearl of dark oyster.
O the fallen star of the angelic constellation’s cluster.

Thoughts ranged in my mind,
To her rescue I ran and left my fears behind.
Deep in thehaunting woods,
I ran towards her leaving my fears behind.
As I rushed to the cold lake,
Which was reflecting the bright silver moon.
Like the eyes of a giant snake.
Without thinking to prevent wasting time ,
I jumped in the lake to save the beauty sublime.
I went deep in the dark waters,
Holding my breath longing for light.
I submerged in the dark waters,
Longing for tiniest fragments of light.
To save the radiant pearl,but to my surprise,
I saw her arise.
I was in subconscious oblivion,
But felt her enigma to be worth a goddess.
She looked in my eyes to the depths of my inside.
Where both faith and the greed coincide.
With the paradox.
But I felt in her eyes,
They were like a beautiful nightmare,
Angelic radiance,which could get me out
Of my paranoiac recluse.

I felt her love,
The bondage of our souls;
She smiled and held my hand,
And I felt her love,
As strong as death;
Leaving my paranoia underneath.
Once struggling to breathe,
In the lake’s beneath.
I was saved by her,
And reached the surface.
And saw her radiant self
Emerge from the lake.
She helped me out of the lake,
Holding my hand.
And finally I reached the land.
But I felt like
I’m into a new life.
In just a matter of time,
Those evanescent memories faded;
And in the trance I was persuaded.
It raised a suspicion.
Was that in my oblivion?
I sat besides her on the bank of the lake,
And again she smiled at me,
And her dark smile made me realize my mistake.

I saw my physical self
Floating on the surface.
And I realized that her fatal attraction
Was nothing but death.
I wished to scream,
But there was no one to hear me,
Except the trees,
Who were the mute witnesses.
She stood up,
And now her radiant self seemed dark as night.
And now I was the valet,
Of the devil’s mistress.
As I craved for love
In death’s embrace.
And my soul was like;
A red rose for the devil’s whore.
But was it a mistake?
To look for love,in the eyes of
The lady of the lake.

ODE TO CRUELTY

Feel the grief of our fallen stars.
Who sing an ode to the cruelty,
laid upon our souls
and left those wounds and scars.
The fragrance of the roses
at the funeral of love is fading away.
And every hope of of happiness is blown away.
The agony in my heart pushes me
to the embrace of endless dark.
Where i crave for light
and even for a tiny spark.
Evil smiles upon my pain
as it separates me from you.
Every moment stings
and nothing seems to be true.
Cold tears fall from my eyes.
And poison fills the skies.
What surrounds me is the emptiness.
Drenched in the shadows of unholiness.
I feel as i am buried in the grave of filth.
But my fate; it has no guilt.
May all this end in a surprise,
with my lonely demise