DEAD PROMISES

dead promises

down beneath the tombstone that bears my name,
i lay there dead but still awake,
and the angels of death are brought to shame.
the nostalgia of the past bring my soul to despair.
the walls of my heart have no doors and i have nothing to share.
the fear of loosing you has came alive,
and with my death it can't survive.
lost my soul at the stake to the darkness.
but all around me there's nothing but emptiness.
dead promises may haunt you back from the grave,
and to face those horrors you might not be that brave.
the moonlight with the ambiance of the howling of the wilderness.
is my world now inside this nothingness.
sorrows and pain?
i don't feel them anymore.
and my unhealed wounds are left to be ignored.
the shallow pool of blood all around me,
pulls me in it as evil surrounds me.
lost the love,lost the taste,
and my rotting self is just a waste.
i breath soulless.
walk the earth heartless.
as i am in this world so loveless.
the dead promises lay along me,
as we complement each other in the times of doom.
they don't haunt me anymore,
as we lay together.
and quench the immortal thirst of our lust,
in the grave together.

O MY LOVE

A dark cloudy evening where stars and moon stay hidden.
I await u by the horizon where our love is forbidden.
Where lucifer descends embarked on darkness.
And his sarcastic laughter drags me to sadness.
Under deep shadows and brilliant highlights.
I wish to meet you by the serene river at crimson twilight.
When the light fades away and darkness creeps in.
I would like to show u the aura that i hold for u within.
O MY LOVE
Angels look up to thy heaven sent charm.
Thou art enchanting with thy embrace so warm.
Thee raise a sweet pandemonium in my mind.
For thou even the angels can leave the heaven behind.
O the nephilic enigma thou art an enchantress sublime.

PLEASURE OF THE SIN

Let me drown in it,
the river of forbidden sin.
For which i will have no guilt.
Let me drown in it,
leaving back my sorrows.

Let me enjoy this indescent pleasure.
As this life for me is no more a treasure.
Let me prove you my commitment, .
for this is my life's new testament.
I don't bother for redemption,
as all those heavens are engulfed in corruption.
Can't withstand the hatred of this so called paradise.
Better than this life so lovely is demise.
Darkness calls me with love,
let me drown in it,.
the river of forbidden sin.

EVERY PHOBIA IS REAL

Memories lay dead,
in the gallows of time.
They have gone far away
leaving the truth behind.
What i have been looking for,
and what i had kept in my mind.
As the demons of my past,
rise from the dead
and my fears come back alive.
As they had been nesting
on the rusting walls of time,
in a swarming hive.
And it swallows me
into the nightmare
of which i was afraid.
The ugliest dreams come real
of which i was scared.
The past went by like a dream.
And i am now stalked by loneliness.
Lost my soul in this endless dark.
Where every phobia is real. I am struggling to get back
but i am loosing my zeal

WAILING RIVER

She moves along,
her way is so long...
right from the beginning
her destiny is chosen along....
and she carries with her,
the glimpses of her past....
she forgets the happiness
as they wont last....
and goes right into.,
the open arms of the fall....
she moves along,,
and goes to wail alone.,,
and weeping out her dreams,
as bruised all they crawl.
wailing river is left cold to shiver,
as she cries on without even a quiver.
lonely as she flows in solitude,
awakens the nature from its quietitude.
she flows along and her way is too long ,
left alone in the darkness,
she is the WAILING RIVER.

SHRINE OF PAIN

I am tormented and bruised
and left to be crucified....
hung on the cross i wail,.
where happiness is denied....
all alone in the silence ,
its my cry that one can hear....
all in the darkness
one can see the light
of my burning heart
far or near....
the cruelty of destiny ,
has fallen hard on me....
in the prevailing darkness,
its my burning heart one could see....
for mercy i wont be pleading,
but in pain i choose to be left bleeding....
without you i choose no life,
neither the ray of hope to shine,,
or the shower of hope to rain....
i would rather kneel with bleeding wrists,
at the altars of the SHRINE OF PAIN.

DARK TRANQUILITY

Twilight falls and we proceed
to the embrace of the darkness.....
and the silence of the tranquil lonesome lake
drives us to madness......
we breath in the cold air
which kisses the stagnant waters
and the dancing green leaves.....
my inner self has fallen for its enticement
and in darkness it believes...,
i am bedazzled by the nocturnal charm...,
and fell in its dark mesmeria
though not so warm....
i long for the kiss of darkness
to me so divine....
and crave for my fallen love
indeed a beauty sublime......
mourning the departure of my beloved..,
with sorrow imprisoned in my frozen heart....
i wail silently in hidden serenity..,.
bleeding out my song at the heaven's window
with sad serendipity..,.
and my lovelorn soul
hides in DARK TRANQUILITY.