beyond the orchard of gloom

the sun sets in front of out eyes,
as twilight falls on the orchard of gloom.
and the suffocation constantly drags us to the silence of doom.
we lay together bleeding till last,
breathing for life as our pulses run fast.
i don't need this life to be lonely without you.
as the circle of my thoughts is running around you.
thoughts are running like a flashback of time,
as i look into your eyes which holds an aura divine.
death is just another path for our love.
and we are left with nothing to fear.
there we lie together in the orchard of gloom,
greeting the death hand in hand.
waiting to rot together in our graves to sand.
darling my love for you is eternal,
even if i burn in these flames so infernal.
lets wait till we close our eyes together,
to fall asleep and wake up never.
hold hand as we rise to world of our love,
beyond this orchard of gloom.
my love just look into my eyes,
as they shower all the love for you,
ignoring the pain of flesh.
darling just breath your last to walk with me,
in our land of dreams.
where we will be together forever,
without the fear of loosing the love.
in the world away from this orchard of gloom.
we die together as we bleed to dry,
this life is left with nothing to try.
hold my hand my darling,
and lets our eyes to fall asleep,
and never wake up again.
o my love look in to my eyes
as i shower my eternal love for you.
hold my hand and lets die,
to walk in the world of our dreams...

LIFE'S AFTERMATH

crimson skies of the twilight
bring again the sadness
in the form of an ugly delight.
under the light of the shivering moon,
i crawl with this dead lifeand this is no boon.
clinging to the walls am i someone.
was i ever meant anything for anyone.
paradox rules over death.
as all the humanity is buried underneath.
fallen for the greed,
is this where i belong in this damned creed?
drowned in lust,
from the core to the crust.
i crawl helpless with an unquenching thirst.
this is how the hunger breeds in the darkness,
the shivery moon drags me to madness.
what am i going through?
is this a sadness?
or just my fate which is destined to fall in doomed darkness.
pain is no more to cry for.
love is no more to die for.
life is no more to try for.
battered and damned here i am alone,
suffocating under lucifer's throne.
fallen under this curse,
my wounds are far beyond to nurse.
i walk blinded by shedding tears,
crushed under these darkest fears.
no one is there to watch me suffer,
far or near.
this is how fate chosed me to walk on the thorny path.
arised undead beyond death this is the life's aftermath.

DEAD PROMISES

dead promises

down beneath the tombstone that bears my name,
i lay there dead but still awake,
and the angels of death are brought to shame.
the nostalgia of the past bring my soul to despair.
the walls of my heart have no doors and i have nothing to share.
the fear of loosing you has came alive,
and with my death it can't survive.
lost my soul at the stake to the darkness.
but all around me there's nothing but emptiness.
dead promises may haunt you back from the grave,
and to face those horrors you might not be that brave.
the moonlight with the ambiance of the howling of the wilderness.
is my world now inside this nothingness.
sorrows and pain?
i don't feel them anymore.
and my unhealed wounds are left to be ignored.
the shallow pool of blood all around me,
pulls me in it as evil surrounds me.
lost the love,lost the taste,
and my rotting self is just a waste.
i breath soulless.
walk the earth heartless.
as i am in this world so loveless.
the dead promises lay along me,
as we complement each other in the times of doom.
they don't haunt me anymore,
as we lay together.
and quench the immortal thirst of our lust,
in the grave together.

O MY LOVE

A dark cloudy evening where stars and moon stay hidden.
I await u by the horizon where our love is forbidden.
Where lucifer descends embarked on darkness.
And his sarcastic laughter drags me to sadness.
Under deep shadows and brilliant highlights.
I wish to meet you by the serene river at crimson twilight.
When the light fades away and darkness creeps in.
I would like to show u the aura that i hold for u within.
O MY LOVE
Angels look up to thy heaven sent charm.
Thou art enchanting with thy embrace so warm.
Thee raise a sweet pandemonium in my mind.
For thou even the angels can leave the heaven behind.
O the nephilic enigma thou art an enchantress sublime.

PLEASURE OF THE SIN

Let me drown in it,
the river of forbidden sin.
For which i will have no guilt.
Let me drown in it,
leaving back my sorrows.

Let me enjoy this indescent pleasure.
As this life for me is no more a treasure.
Let me prove you my commitment, .
for this is my life's new testament.
I don't bother for redemption,
as all those heavens are engulfed in corruption.
Can't withstand the hatred of this so called paradise.
Better than this life so lovely is demise.
Darkness calls me with love,
let me drown in it,.
the river of forbidden sin.

EVERY PHOBIA IS REAL

Memories lay dead,
in the gallows of time.
They have gone far away
leaving the truth behind.
What i have been looking for,
and what i had kept in my mind.
As the demons of my past,
rise from the dead
and my fears come back alive.
As they had been nesting
on the rusting walls of time,
in a swarming hive.
And it swallows me
into the nightmare
of which i was afraid.
The ugliest dreams come real
of which i was scared.
The past went by like a dream.
And i am now stalked by loneliness.
Lost my soul in this endless dark.
Where every phobia is real. I am struggling to get back
but i am loosing my zeal

WAILING RIVER

She moves along,
her way is so long...
right from the beginning
her destiny is chosen along....
and she carries with her,
the glimpses of her past....
she forgets the happiness
as they wont last....
and goes right into.,
the open arms of the fall....
she moves along,,
and goes to wail alone.,,
and weeping out her dreams,
as bruised all they crawl.
wailing river is left cold to shiver,
as she cries on without even a quiver.
lonely as she flows in solitude,
awakens the nature from its quietitude.
she flows along and her way is too long ,
left alone in the darkness,
she is the WAILING RIVER.