Monday, April 12, 2010

PLEASURE OF THE SIN

Let me drown in it,
the river of forbidden sin.
For which i will have no guilt.
Let me drown in it,
leaving back my sorrows.
Let me enjoy this indescent pleasure.
As this life for me is no more a treasure.
Let me prove you my commitment, .
for this is my life's new testament.
I don't bother for redemption,
as all those heavens are engulfed in corruption.
Can't withstand the hatred of this so called paradise.
Better than this life so lovely is demise.
Darkness calls me with love,
let me drown in it,.
the river of forbidden sin.

EVERY PHOBIA IS REAL

Memories lay dead,
in the gallows of time.
They have gone far away
leaving the truth behind.
What i have been looking for,
and what i had kept in my mind.
As the demons of my past,
rise from the dead
and my fears come back alive.
As they had been nesting
on the rusting walls of time,
in a swarming hive.
And it swallows me
into the nightmare
of which i was afraid.
The ugliest dreams come real
of which i was scared.
The past went by like a dream.
And i am now stalked by loneliness.
Lost my soul in this endless dark.
Where every phobia is real. I am struggling to get back
but i am loosing my zeal

WAILING RIVER

She moves along,
her way is so long...
right from the beginning
her destiny is chosen along....
and she carries with her,
the glimpses of her past....
she forgets the happiness
as they wont last....
and goes right into.,
the open arms of the fall....
she moves along,,
and goes to wail alone.,,
and weeping out her dreams,
as bruised all they crawl.
wailing river is left cold to shiver,
as she cries on without even a quiver.
lonely as she flows in solitude,
awakens the nature from its quietitude.
she flows along and her way is too long ,
left alone in the darkness,
she is the WAILING RIVER.

SHRINE OF PAIN

I am tormented and bruised
and left to be crucified....
hung on the cross i wail,.
where happiness is denied....
all alone in the silence ,
its my cry that one can hear....
all in the darkness
one can see the light
of my burning heart
far or near....
the cruelty of destiny ,
has fallen hard on me....
in the prevailing darkness,
its my burning heart one could see....
for mercy i wont be pleading,
but in pain i choose to be left bleeding....
without you i choose no life,
neither the ray of hope to shine,,
or the shower of hope to rain....
i would rather kneel with bleeding wrists,
at the altars of the SHRINE OF PAIN.

DARK TRANQUILITY

Twilight falls and we proceed
to the embrace of the darkness.....
and the silence of the tranquil lonesome lake
drives us to madness......
we breath in the cold air
which kisses the stagnant waters
and the dancing green leaves.....
my inner self has fallen for its enticement
and in darkness it believes...,
i am bedazzled by the nocturnal charm...,
and fell in its dark mesmeria
though not so warm....
i long for the kiss of darkness
to me so divine....
and crave for my fallen love
indeed a beauty sublime......
mourning the departure of my beloved..,
with sorrow imprisoned in my frozen heart....
i wail silently in hidden serenity..,.
bleeding out my song at the heaven's window
with sad serendipity..,.
and my lovelorn soul
hides in DARK TRANQUILITY.

LADY OF THE LAKE

There beyond the fog,
A shadow floats behind the rotting log.
The dark hours after the twilight,
She walks the banks of the lake in the dying light.
Deep in the woods,where it is hard to walk
The trees look like as if they can talk.
Deep in the dense woods,
Where the sunlight can’t penetrate,
Even the days are dark and the light is desperate.
Deep in those ghostly woods,
There is a lake surrounded by grasslands,
Its like a beautiful lady,
Decorated with nature’s garland.
The place of tranquility,
The moment of silence,
But you can’t ignore the music of the whistling woods,
But does that remind of a gruesome violence.
Alas! It’s the nature’s beauty,
Which goes on mesmerising like eternity.
And the sun sets down deep in the west,
And the darkness awakens from the rest.
As the nocturnal reign begins to rise.
The howling wolves set out to hunt,
And the creatures of the night now arise.

As the light fades away with the dusk.
She walks like a shadow,
Floating above the dust.
Pale was her skin,
Clad with a flowing white gown.
Hidden was her face with the black hairs hung down.
Her radiant self was divine like a goddess.
She walked the banks in her attire so modest.
She rose her head and looked at the moon.
Was this a curse or blessed with a boon.
Then she turned around and demerged in the lake.
As if for the moon her life was at stake.
As it was crushed,in the sorrows of pain and demise.
This was the hour of darkest surprise.
Shocked by the scene I rushed to her rescue.
I ran to save the one who had broken my solitude.
The darkest mystique had drowned in the lake.
But how she demerged without struggling for life.
Without resisting the death
And gasping for breath.
She submerged deep down underneath,
The cold lake swallowed her beneath.
O the lady of the lake.
O the pearl of dark oyster.
O the fallen star of the angelic constellation’s cluster.

Thoughts ranged in my mind,
To her rescue I ran and left my fears behind.
Deep in thehaunting woods,
I ran towards her leaving my fears behind.
As I rushed to the cold lake,
Which was reflecting the bright silver moon.
Like the eyes of a giant snake.
Without thinking to prevent wasting time ,
I jumped in the lake to save the beauty sublime.
I went deep in the dark waters,
Holding my breath longing for light.
I submerged in the dark waters,
Longing for tiniest fragments of light.
To save the radiant pearl,but to my surprise,
I saw her arise.
I was in subconscious oblivion,
But felt her enigma to be worth a goddess.
She looked in my eyes to the depths of my inside.
Where both faith and the greed coincide.
With the paradox.
But I felt in her eyes,
They were like a beautiful nightmare,
Angelic radiance,which could get me out
Of my paranoiac recluse.

I felt her love,
The bondage of our souls;
She smiled and held my hand,
And I felt her love,
As strong as death;
Leaving my paranoia underneath.
Once struggling to breathe,
In the lake’s beneath.
I was saved by her,
And reached the surface.
And saw her radiant self
Emerge from the lake.
She helped me out of the lake,
Holding my hand.
And finally I reached the land.
But I felt like
I’m into a new life.
In just a matter of time,
Those evanescent memories faded;
And in the trance I was persuaded.
It raised a suspicion.
Was that in my oblivion?
I sat besides her on the bank of the lake,
And again she smiled at me,
And her dark smile made me realize my mistake.

I saw my physical self
Floating on the surface.
And I realized that her fatal attraction
Was nothing but death.
I wished to scream,
But there was no one to hear me,
Except the trees,
Who were the mute witnesses.
She stood up,
And now her radiant self seemed dark as night.
And now I was the valet,
Of the devil’s mistress.
As I craved for love
In death’s embrace.
And my soul was like;
A red rose for the devil’s whore.
But was it a mistake?
To look for love,in the eyes of
The lady of the lake.

ODE TO CRUELTY

Feel the grief of our fallen stars.
Who sing an ode to the cruelty,
laid upon our souls
and left those wounds and scars.
The fragrance of the roses
at the funeral of love is fading away.
And every hope of of happiness is blown away.
The agony in my heart pushes me
to the embrace of endless dark.
Where i crave for light
and even for a tiny spark.
Evil smiles upon my pain
as it separates me from you.
Every moment stings
and nothing seems to be true.
Cold tears fall from my eyes.
And poison fills the skies.
What surrounds me is the emptiness.
Drenched in the shadows of unholiness.
I feel as i am buried in the grave of filth.
But my fate; it has no guilt.
May all this end in a surprise,
with my lonely demise

MOONLIT WILDERNESS

As i look up to the star embedded sky.
the moon shines like lost pearl
away from its oyster.
i look into the depths of
the brightness of the moonlit night.
where the moon shines
like a lost pearl away from its oyster.
i behold its brilliance,
and that reminds me of your brilliance.
in my silent solitude
i feel your presence.
as together we behold
the same aura and brilliance.
i connect with you
through the radiant moon
despite the distance.
as we together watch the sky
in the moonlit wilderness.
i visualise your presence
with my romanticised madness.
i kiss those winds,
whom i feel they might have touched you.
i passionately breathe them in
feeling they might have touched you..
o my love behold the sky.
as to be together in this loneliness
we desperately try.

TALE OF NOCTURNAL LOVE

THE VERY THOUGHT OF YOU LEAVES ME IN DESPAIR,
THE MOMENT I CLOSE MY EYES I SEE YOU PRETTY FACE,
OH SO FAIR.
IS THAT AN ILLUSION OR A DREAM
OR AN ENCHANTING BITTERSWEET SPELL.
THAT I FEEL YOU WALKING ALONG ME,
IN THE COLD NIGHTS WHEN THE MOON TOUCHES THE SKY.
.

IS THAT A CURSE UPON ME,THAT I HAVE LOST EVERY TASTE?
HOW I FEEL NOW THAT WITHOUT YOU EVERY THING IS A WASTE.
THE MOMENT I SEE YOU ,
OH WHITE FAIRY OF THE OTHER WORLD,
I WANT TO FEEL YOU.
I SEE YOU WALKING ON MY TERRACE,
UNDER THE COLD SILVERY MOON,
THE SHINY PEARL WHITE GOWN ON YOUR MILKY WHITE SKIN,
FLOWING FROM YOUR HEAD TO THE WAIST,
YOUR HAIRS ARE LIKE BLACK CLOUDS,
TRYING TO HIDE YOUR MESMERISING BEAUTIFUL FACE.
WITH DEEP EYES LIKE LUNAR LAKE.
YOUR ROSE LIKE LIPS AS RED AS BLOOD RED WINE,
EVERY GLANCE OF YOU SENDS SHIVERS DOWN MY SPINE.
OH GOD SHE SEEMED LIKE A PEARL IN A SHELL.
ON THAT SILVER MOON NIGHT.
I FELT LIKE CALLING HER OUT,
BUT DID SHE HAD A NAME?
MY THROAT FROZE DOWN
SO DID MY HEART.
TO MY ULTIMATE HORROR,
I COULDN'T SPEAK OUT.
SHE MOVED LIKE WATER,
FLOWING DOWN THE RIVER,
AT THAT FROZEN MOMENT,
I FELT SO HELPLESS
BUT DIDN'T HAD THE COURAGE.
I WISHED TO CALL HER OUT
AND WANTED TO SHOUT.
I TRIED TO FOLLOW HER WAY
BUT AS I GOT CLOSE SHE FADED AWAY.
THE NEXT MORNING I WOKE UP,
I TRIED TO QUESTION MYSELF,
THAT," WAS SHE FOR REAL?"
OR WAS THAT TOO MUCH OF WINE ADDICTION?
WAS SHE A DREAM OR A TRANQUILISED IMAGINATION?
..
THEN I WAITED AGAIN FOR THE NIGHT,
AS I DIDN'T WANTED TO LOSE HER SIGHT.
I WAS GETTING DEEPER INTO HER FATAL ATTRACTION,
AND MY CONSCIENCE DIDN'T KNEW ANY DISTRACTION.
I SEARCHED FOR HER IN MY WHOLE CASTLE,
AND IN MY GARDEN OF BLOOD RED ROSES.
BY THEN THE EVENING GOT DARKER,
AND I KEPT ROAMING IN THE MOONLIT WILDER.
I SENSED A WHITE APPARITION,
WALKING THE WALL ABOVE ME.
I AGAIN QUESTIONED MY SELF
THAT WAS SHE FOR REAL
OR JUST MY HALLUCINATED THOUGHT
OR ITS THE WINE DOWN MY THROAT.

SHE WALKED IN THE DIRECTION,
LEADING TO THE HAUNTING GHOSTLY WOODS.
IN THE CASTLE'S NEIGHBORHOOD.
I RUSHED UP TO MY TERRACE,
WHERE SHE WAS STILL THERE AS IF SHE WAS WAITING FOR ME,
OR MIGHT BE A MENACE.
ON THAT SHIVERY NIGHT SHE LOOKED PALE,
AND THE COLD SNOWY WIND ITS WAS HARD TO INHALE.
AS I GOT CLOSER MY FEET STARTED TREMBLING,
AND I LANDED ON MY KNEES,
UTTERING,''WHO ART THOU O MY PALE ENCHANTRESS?''
SHE GAVE ME AN UNEARTHLY LOOK AND SMILED.
DID I FELT A RELIEF OR WAS THAT A DISTRESS.
I FAINTED ON THE GROUND BEFORE ANYTHING ELSE.
.
I WOKE UP BY THE DAWN,
AND TRIED TO SEARCH FOR HER SIGNS.
OF HER DIVINE PRESENCE SO BENIGN.
THE PHANTOMIC APPEARANCES OF THAT ANGELIC BEAUTY,
RULED MY MIND SOUL AND THE HEART,
JUST NOT FROM THE DUSK TILL DAWN,BUT EVEN BEFORE THEY START.
''WHO ART THOU?''
I KEPT ON MUTTERING.
I WAITED FOR HER IN THE EVENING,
STANDING ALONE IN THE CASTLE TERRACE,
AS THE COLD SNOWY WINDS LEFT ME SHIVERING.
I WAS DETERMINED,NOT WILLING TO GIVE UP,
AS IF I WAS GRADUALLY BEING POSSESSED BY HER.
LIKE I WAS BEARING HER CROSS,
AND SHE BECAME MY ONLY FAITH ALL ACROSS.
.
I TRIED SOME WINE,
BUT THAT WAS TASTELESS.
.
LIKE MY SOUL WAS GOING THROUGH A KIND OF RESURRECTION,
AS SHE BECAME MY SUPREME SEDATION.
I DIDN'T CARE FOR MY HUNGER AND THE THIRST
ALL MY WISH AS THAT I NEEDED HER LAST OR THE FIRST.
I LOOKED UP THE SKY COVERED WITH DARK CLOUDS,
AND THE MOON STRUGGLING AND FADING AWAY LIKE A GHOSTLY GALLEON.
THE MOMENT WAS SILENT
AS DEAD AS A GRAVEYARD.
THEN SUDDENLY HEARD THEN SHATTERING OF THE GLASS,
I WAS MOCKED AND DREW OUT MY CUTLASS.
THAT WAS MY WINE JAR ,
LYING BROKEN ON THE GROUND,
I WAS AMAZED WITH THE SIGHT OF WHAT I FOUND.
LEADING ME FROM THE SHATTERING SOUND,
TO THE SCATTERED PIECE OF GLASS,
AND THE BLOOD RED WINE POURED DOWN THE FLOOR.
WHICH WAS FLOWING IN A CERTAIN DIRECTION.
FOR ALL THIS EVENING THE SANDS OF TIME
WERE RUNNING TOO SLOW AND LOW
EVERY BREATH WAS HEAVY
EVERY SECOND WAS HEAVY.

TO MY SUPERSTITION I FOLLOWED THE FLOWING WINE
TO MY COMPULSION I WANTED TO CHASE MY ANGEL DIVINE.
AS I GOT TO THE EDGE OF CASTLE TERRACE,
I FELT AS IF I SAW HER GHOSTLY SHADOW
DIMINISHING THROUGH THE DARK HAUNTING WOODS.
WITH BLOWING WINDS THE TREES MADE WHISTLING SOUND,
BUT I WAS DETERMINED TO MEET HER AS I WAS LOVE BOUND.
I RUSHED DOWN MY STABLE AND MOUNTED MY STALLION,
AS BLACK AS DARK NIGHT.
I DIDN'T WANTED ME TO BE DEPRIVED OF HER.
TO FIND ANSWER TO MY QUESTIONS I FOLLOWED HER.
AS I WENT INSIDE
THE WOODS LOOKED DESERTED
BUT I HEARD A PACK OF WOLVES HOWLING.
MY STALLION JUMPED AS IF IT SAW A SERPENT CRAWLING.
LOST OUT OF CONTROL I FELL ON THE GROUND.
MY HORSE RAN AWAY AS IF A DEVIL WAS FOUND.
AS I LAY DOWN ON THE SNOW CAPPED GROUND.
SURROUNDED BY GHOSTLY TREES WITH ROOTS CREEPING ALL OVER.
IT SEEMED THAT THEY HAD A TOTAL HUMAN FACE,
WITH LARGE HORRIBLE EYES STARING AT ME.
AS A BIG MOUSTACHE LYING BETWEEN THE
PUFFED NOSE AND DEVILISH LIPS.
AND BEARD RANGING ALL OVER DOWN THE FACE.
THE ROOTS CREEPED DOWN AS IF THEY WERE HAIRS.
SOMEWHERE I HEARD THE SONG OF SIRENS
AS THEY SAY IN THE GREEK MYTHS.
THE DAUGHTERS OF THE EARTH,
WHO HAD THE POWER TO ENCHANT EVERY SAILOR PASSING BY.
WITH THEIR SEDATING MUSIC FLOWING IN THE SURROUNDING NEAR BY.
AND EVENTUALLY CRASHING AND WRECKING THEM UP,
THOSE SHIPS SUNK WITH THE SAILORS TO THE DEPTHS OF THE SEA AND NEVER CAME UP.
I FELT I WAS LOOSING MY SELF.
AS IF I AM WEIGHT LESS,LIKE I WAS FLYING AND GETTING DRIFTED IN THE AIR.
LIKE I WAS ABOUT TO BE MASTERED BY THE DEVILS OF THE SATAN'S EMPIRE.
WAS I IN DESPAIR?
THEN I HEARD SOMEONE WHISPERING MY NAME
''ALEXANDER'' I HEARD THAT HISSING WHISPER AGAIN.
NOW EVEN THE WOLVES STOPPED HOWLING.
AND ME HURT BY THE FALL STARTED CRAWLING.
KEPT HEARING MY NAME AGAIN AND AGAIN.
I WAS JUST WONDERING.
THEN I LOOKED UP,
UP TO THE TREES
NOW ASTONISHED TO SEE THE
HUMAN FACED TREES,
SHEDDING THEIR LEAVES.
WITHIN NO TIME THE VIEW WAS AUTUMNIC

THE FOREST WAS WHISPERING MY NAME
AGAIN AND AGAIN.
SOON A STORM STARTED BLOWING
THE LEAVES WERE EVERYWHERE FLYING TOSSING AND SCATTERING.
I LAID QUITE WITHOUT EVEN MUTTERING
MY EYES WERE WIDE OPEN WONDERING.
WHAT WAS ALL ABOUT THAT WHISPERING?
''ALEXANDER THOU COMETH TO US!"
THIS WAS ALL AROUND IN MY HEAD ECHOING.
OUT OF THE FLYING LEAVES THEN APPEARED SOME SHADOWS,
THEY CAME CLOSER NOT WALKING
BUT NOT YET FLYING.
MY HEART OUT OF FEAR WAS PUMPING MY BLOOD FAST.
BUT MY COLD DRY EYES WERE NOT CRYING.
THOSE SHADOWS APPEARED,
DRESSED IN RAGS,
LIKE DAMSELS OUT OF GRAVES.
MESSY HAIRS WITH BLACK LIPS,
AND DARK HOLLOW EYES.
THEIR BODIES HAD NO FLESH.
AND THE NERVES HUNG ON BONES,
WITH FILTHY BLACK TEETH
THEY GAVE A SARCASTIC SMILE.
THEN AMONGST THEM APPEARED MY LOVE,
LIKE SHE HAD TRAVELED SEVERAL MILES.
FOR THE FIRST TIME I SAW HER IN CLOSE.
BEING STILL I LAID ON THE GROUND WITH MY BACK BEING SUPPORTED BY A STONE.
SHE WAS INDEED BEAUTIFUL AND LIKE A RADIANT JEWEL SHE SHONE.
BUT THIS NIGHT HER LIPS WERE NOT RED,
BUT THEY WERE BLACK AS THE HELL HAD BLED.
SHE LOOKED AT ME WITH HER BLUE EYES
SO BLUE AS THEY HAD NEVER SEEN THE SUN.
SHE LOOKED AT ME AS SHE HAD FOUND THE ONE.
AS SHE GOT CLOSER SHE DREW OUT A SPEAR.
AND PIERCED IT THROUGH MY HEART
TO LEAVE ME DIE BLEEDING,
DIEING HELPLESSLY IN DESPAIR..
AS I WAS IN DEEP PAIN
SHE WAS LAUGHING AGAIN AND AGAIN.
I WANTED TO SCREAM BUT I WAS MUTED.
THOSE SHADOW GHOULS WERE ALL OVER ME
REJOICING AS THEY FEASTED.
SUDDENLY I SCREAMED AND FOUND THAT I WOKE UP.
LYING ON THE SAME STONE WHERE I WAS BEFORE.

THE TREE LEAVES MOVED WITH AIR
AND MADE THE HISSING SOUNDS OF THE SEA SHORE,
I FOUND THAT EVERY THING WAS THERE AS IT WAS BEFORE.
BUT SUDDENLY I SAW THE SAME THING AS I DREAMT BEFORE
THE LEAVES STARTED FALLING,SCATTERING AND FLYING.
I LAID MOTIONLESS WITHOUT MUTTERING.
AND MY EYES WIDE OPEN WONDERING.
TERRIFIED TO SEE THOSE APPARITIONS ,
BACK AGAIN FROM MY DREAMS,
THOSE UGLY GHOULS,
DAMSELS OUT OF GRAVES.
I FETCHED FOR MY SWORD,
BUT THAT WAS TOSSED AWAY FROM THE FALL.
IN TRIED TO GET UP BUT COULDN'T FEEL MY LEGS MOVING.
THOSE HOLLOW EYED WITCHES,
SMILED WITH BLACK LIPS,
COVERING THEIR FILTHY TEETH.
FROM AMONGST THEM CAME OUT MY ANGEL,
BUT SHE SEEMED JUST THE WAY I DREAMT.
HORRIFIED I EVEN FORGOT THE PRAYERS
BUT BY THE NEXT THE NEXT MOMENT
I WAS READY TO DIE FOR MY LOVE.
''ALEXANDER'' HISSED HER BLACK LIPS.
MY HEART WAS PUMPING BLOOD
AS IT WAS IT WAS ITS LAST TRIP.
HER BLACK LIPS SMILED,
BUT WITH A HISSING WHISPER SHE SPOKE OUT;;
'
''O ALEXANDER THOU HAVETH BEEN THE ONE
I HAVE SEARCHED ALL THIS WHILE.
AS THOU ART THE ONE WHO CAN
SAVE ME FROM THIS ETERNAL EXILE.
I HAVE WALKED THIS YEARS
FOR THESE NUMEROUS YEARS.
I HAVE CRIED SO MUCH
THAT I HAVE EVEN DRIED MY TEARS.''
BY THIS SHE SUMMARISED HER ORDEAL
AND MY NIGHT MARE WAS COMING FOR REAL.
WITH A DEEP SIGH I EXCLAIMED,
''ALL I WANT IS YOU TO BE MINE
O MY ANGEL SO DIVINE.
YOU HAVE BEEN IN MY THOUGHTS,
AND RULING MY DREAMS
O THE QUEEN OF MY SILENT SUFFOCATION
YOU ARE THE ONE I ADORE.
FOR ALL THIS TIME I WAS SO LONESOME,
AND NOW IN YOU I HAVE FOUND THE ONE,
O MY LOVE NOW IN YOU I HAVE FOUND THE ONE".

''COME IN MY EMBRACE''. SHE HISSED
'' AS WE LIVE TOGETHER IN OUR WORLD FOR TOGETHER FOREVER.
OUR PARALLEL WORLDS HAVE DESTINED US NEVER TO MEET.
LET US BREAK ALL THESE BARRIERS,
AND WE BOTH TOGETHER GREET,
OUR NEW LIFE OUR NEW LIFE
WAITING FOR US ON THE OTHER SIDE.
WHERE WE WILL LIVE WITHOUT PAIN OR FEAR.
AND THOU WONT SUFFER ANY DESPAIR.
BUT FOR THIS THING TO HAPPEN I SEEK SALVATION,
HELP ME TO GET FREEDOM FROM HEAVEN'S DAMNATION."
SO MY LOVE TOLD ME HER GRIEF.
''I WILL DO WHAT YOU WISH,
AND I DO HERE ADMIT,
THAT YOU HAVE BEEN MY FAITH,
FOR WHICH I DON'T REGRET,
TO DEFY ANY POWER
EVEN BEYOND MY LIMITS."
THESE WERE MY WORDS TO MY LOVE IN FULL DETERMINATION.
AND I DIDN'T CARED FOR ANY DISCRIMINATION.
AND GAVE HER MY FINAL WORD AND ASKED HER WHAT TO TO.
SHE WHISPERED
''I AM A CURSED ANGEL,
FALLEN FROM THE HEAVEN,
HELD CAPTIVE IN THIS TIME FRAME PRISON.
AND THOU ART MY LAST HOPE BY THE PROPHECY FORETOLD.
BUT TO DO AS I SAY THOU HAVETH TO BE BOLD."
..
''I AM READY TO LAY DOWN MY LIFE FOR YOU,
O MY ANGEL OF NOCTURNAL FALL,
WITHOUT YOU IN THIS WORLD
I AM SO LONESOME AND LOVELORN,
AND THIS MEANINGLESS LIFE PRICKS ME LIKE A THORN"
WAS MY REPLY OUT OF THE SIGH,
WHEN MY PULSE WAS RISING HIGH.
THEN SHE GAVE ME A ROSE AS WHITE AS SNOW.
THE THORN OF THE STEM PRICKED MY FINGERS BLEEDING.
AND SHE LOOKED AT ME SMILING.
GAVE ME HER GOLD RING EMBEDDED WITH RUBY.
LUSTUROUS SHINE,
AS RED AS WINE.
AND THEN GAVE HER SILVER DAGGER
AS SHARP AS SWORD,
THEN FINALLY TOLD ME HER LAST WORD,
''WEAR THIS RING O MY KING.
AND HOLD THIS DAGGER I BESTOW UPON THEE.
MY SNOW WHITE ROSE,
WHICH HAS LOST ITS COLOR.
SINCE THE TIME IT FROZE.
NOW ITS TIME TO GIVE IT NEW COLOR,
AND FOR THAT THOU HAVETH THIS DAGGER.
IT NEEDS BLOOD.
SLAUGHTER OUT THE HEART OF ANY VIRGIN
BORN ON THIRTEENTH,
AND I WILL BE THY FOR EVER AND EVER"
THEN SHE DISAPPEARED IN THIN AIR,
WITH THE MOON HIDING AWAY.
AND THE DAWN
PAVING THE SUN'S WAY.

BY THE NEXT MORNING,
I FELT AS HEALTHY AS A HORSE,
BY THAT TIME I FELT BETTER THAN WORSE.
SET OUT WITH MY HEART FULL OF DETERMINATION,
TO SEEK MY LOVE'S SALVATION,
AND TO GET HER FREE FROM THE DAMNATION.
I STUFFED THE DAGGER AND ALL MY WEAPONS
AND WENT WITH MY MEN SET IN ALL DIRECTIONS.
.
I WAS SO LOVELORN
AND ONCE SO ALONE.
WITH MY SOLDIERS MATCHING BEHIND,
I WENT WHEREVER I COULD FIND.
THE NOE WHO WAS TO BE SACRIFICED,
SO THAT MY LOVE CAN'T BE CRUCIFIED.
WE ROAMED ALL DAY WITHOUT FOOD AND WATER,
I JUST WANTED THE ONE ,WHOSE HEART I HAD TO SLAUGHTER.
I SPREAD THE INFORMERS AND SPIES ALL OVER MY KINGDOM,
TO GET THE NEWS OF THAT VIRGIN,WHO CAN GIVE MY LOVE A NEW FREEDOM.
THEY BROUGHT ME THE NEWS AT MY CAMP,
WHERE I WAS SHARPENING THE DAGGER UNDER A LAMP.
THEN SAID MY MESSENGER AS HE BOWED TO ME,
'' HAIL YOUR MAJESTY
WE FOUND THE GIRL NOT SO FAR,
FROM THEE KINGDOM'S NORTHERN PROVINCE VILLAGE,
UNDER THE BRIGHT POLE STAR."
SHE WAS A PEASANT'S DAUGHTER
WHOM I HAD TO SLAUGHTER,
AND TAKE OUT HER HEART WITH THAT SILVER DAGGER..
.
MOUNTED ON MY STALLION,
I GATHERED THE SOLDIERS BY THE NEXT DAWN,
AND GOT EVERYTHING WE NEEDED FROM THE NEAR BY TOWN.
WE WALKED THROUGH THE TERRAINS ALL DAY LONG,
WITHOUT TIRING OR STOPPING AND WENT ALL ALONG.
WE REACHED THAT PEASANT'S VILLAGE BY THE DUSK,
AND THE SUNSHINE WAS FADING AWAY FROM DUST TO DUST.
ASTONISHED IN FEAR TO SEE MY SOLDIERS THE VILLAGERS WERE FRIGHTENED,
MY EXPECTATIONS WERE TO BE FULFILLED AND I WAS ENLIGHTENED.
I INVADED THOSE POOR MEN WITH ALL MY MIGHT.
MY MEN MADE A CRUEL HAVOC WITH BLOODSHED AND FIGHT.
I WENT FOR THE GIRL,
BUT SOME MEN RESISTED,
SO I SLAUGHTERED THEM ALL
WHO EVER EXISTED.
I WHIPPED THEM ALL WITH MY LASHES,
AND THE POOR VILLAGE WAS BURNT DOWN TO ASHES
ON THAT BLOODY NIGHT WE HUNTED LIKE WOLVES,
SHEDDING INNOCENT BLOOD WHERE EVER WE COULD.
I KILLED EVERY ONE
EVEN CHILDREN AND WOMEN
AND CAPTURED THE GIRL,
WHOM THE FATE HAD CHOSEN.
THEN RODE BACK HOME.

I HAD PAID WITH MY BRUTALITY,
FOR MY LOVE'S IMMORTALITY.
I DIDN'T CARED IF I WAS UNKIND,
WITH ALL MY SINS LADEN BEHIND.
.
''BURN IN HELL YOU EVIL KING,
YOU WILL PAY FOR ALL OUR SUFFERING.
FOR YOUR SIN IF YOU ARE NOT GUILTY,
YOU WILL FACE HELL IN YOUR REALITY."
CURSED ME THOSE DYING INNOCENTS,
CURSED ME ALL THOSE POOR RESIDENTS.
.
ON MY WAY BACK
MY SOLDIERS GOT INFESTED,
SOME DIED ON THE WAY AFTER THE SUNSET.
SOME DIED OF THE FROST BITE OF THE COLD SNOWY NIGHT
AND THE REST GOT KILLED IN A LAND SLIDE.
.
SOME HOW I MANAGED TO REACH MY CASTLE,
AND THE GIRL LYING TIED ON MY HORSE'S SADDLE.

THEN I WAITED FOR THE NIGHT.
HOLDING MY SELF TOO TIGHT.
I HEADED TO THE WOODS AS THE EVENING WENT DARKER,
UNAWARE OF THE BURDEN OF MY SINS CHASING ME AFTER.
SAME THINGS HAPPENED AGAIN LIKE THAT DARK NIGHT,
THE LEAVES WERE SCATTERING AGAIN LIKE THAT DARK NIGHT.
AND THEN THOSE TREES SPOKE TO ME
AS I FELT MY STAMMERING KNEE.
''O ALEXANDER
NOW YOU ARE HERE WITH THE BURDEN OF SINS LAGGING BEHIND YOU,
AND YOU DON'T CARE FOR YOUR GUILT HANGING BEHIND YOU.
THOSE INNOCENT SOULS HAVE PAID FOR YOUR AGONY
BUT YOU ARE STILL IN THAT BITTER SWEET SPELL'S SYMPHONY,
LOOK WHAT YOU HAVE DONE AND MADE THOSE POOR SOULS CRY,
THIS IS YOUR FALL BUT YOU WONT TRY."

BLINDED IN LOVE I DIDN'T CARED FOR THOSE WORDS
WHICH WERE EVEN SHARPER THAN SWORDS.
DESPITE THE TORRENT WINDS I WAITED FOR HER,
AS I WAS LONGING FOR THE MOMENT TO BE TOGETHER.
THEN SHE CAME BY THE LAST WIND FALL
SHE WAS THE ONE FAIREST OF ALL.
SHE SPOKE OUT WITH HER ANGELIC SMILE
FOR THIS MOMENT I WAITED ALL THIS WHILE,
''O MY LOVE THOU HAVETH ARRIVED
ALL THIS LONG I WAITED TO BE REVIVED.
IN THIS VACUOUS EXISTENCE,
I HAD BEEN TOO WEAK FOR RESISTANCE.
BUT MY LOVE THOU HAVETH ARRIVED
AS ALL THIS LONG I HAVE WAITED TO BE REVIVED."

I FELL ON MY KNEES LOOKING AT HER EYES
WHICH WERE LIKE A LAKE WHICH NEVER DRIES.
AND SAID'
''O MY PRECIOUS WONDER
FOR YOU I WENT THROUGH PLUNDERS,
BUT I DON'T REGRET FOR ANY BLUNDERS,
ALL I HAVE DONE IS JUST FOR THIS MOMENT TO COME,
WHEN WE BOTH IN LOVE CAN BECOME ONE."
.
THEN WITHOUT ANY STAGGER I PULLED OUT THE SILVER DAGGER,
AND PIERCED IT THROUGH THE GIRL'S HEART
AND THE BLOOD FLOW BEGAN TO START,
THEN SLAUGHTERED HER HEART OUT,
TO COLOR THE WHITE ROSE,
WHICH DURING THIS TIME HAD FROZE.
I NEVER CARED FOR THAT CHILD'S PAIN,
AS FOR ME AT THAT MOMENT THAT WAS ALL VAIN.
OUT OF THE PAIN HER CRY AND DESPERATION ,
WERE WORTH TO SAVE MY LOVE FROM THE HEAVEN'S DAMNATION.
MOMENTS AFTER SHE WAS LONGING OUT OF LIFE,
IN THE COLD WIND PIERCING SHARP AS KNIFE.
THE ROSE WAS COLORED RED
DESPERATELY AS SHE BLED.
HER LIFE LESS CORPSE WAS THEN BEING GORGED ON BY THOSE GHOULS
THOSE FILTHY WANDERING EVIL SOULS.
WHO HAUNTED ME ON MY FIRST VISIT.
THEN I CALLED OUT TO MY LOVE WHO STOOD OPPOSITE,
''O MY LOVE ITS TIME TO END YOUR EXILE,
FOR WHICH YOU HAD WAITED ALL THIS WHILE,
LETS END THE CURSE LAID UPON YOU,
FOR WHICH THE STAKES HAD NOT BEEN FEW."
SHE REPLIED,
''WITH ALL YOUR EFFORTS I AM ON THE WAY OF REVIVAL,
BUT THIS WORLD OF YOURS IS NOT THE PLACE FOR MY SURVIVAL.
COME WITH ME TO HAVE MY LOVE,
BEYOND THE SKIES OF THE SHADOW WORLD,
MY VERBAL APPRECIATION IS AIN'T WORTH YOUR GIVING,
COME AND JOIN ME AS THIS LIFE IS NOT WORTH LIVING.
COME AND JOIN ME IN DEATH,
AND LEAVE THIS WORLD UNDERNEATH.
RATHER THAN BLINDING OUR EYES IN TEARS OF SORROW,
LET'S MAKE A WAY FOR A BETTER TOMORROW.
COME ,LETS WALK TO THE WORLD I CAN SEE SO CLEAR,
WHERE PAIN AND DEATH ARE NOT A MATTER OF FEAR.
COME AND JOIN ME IN DEATH
AND LEAVE THIS SAD WORLD UNDERNEATH."

WITH HER FINAL WORD,
SHE GAVE ME A CUP OF HEMLOCK,
WHICH I POURED DOWN MY THROAT TILL THE LAST DROP.
AS I FELT MY LIFE FADING AWAY
AND MY SOUL FROM MY BODY WAS LONGING AWAY.
WITH A NEW HOPE TO MEET MY LOVE
AS I HAD JOINED HER IN DEATH
AS I FLEW WITH HER BEYOND THE SKIES OF THE SHADOW WORLD
AND MY LIFELESS CORPSE LYING UNDERNEATH.
THE VERY THOUGHT OF YOU LEAVES ME IN DISPAIR,
THE MOMENT I CLOSE MY EYES I SEE YOU PRETTY FACE,
OH SO FAIR.
IS THAT AN ILLUSION OR A DREAM
OR AN ENCHANTING BITTERSWEET SPELL.
THAT I FEEL YOU WALKING ALONG ME,
IN THE COLD NIGHTS WHEN THE MOON TOUCHES THE SKY.
.

IS THAT A CURSE UPON ME,THAT I HAVE LOST EVERY TASTE?
HOW I FEEL NOW THAT WITHOUT YOU EVERY THING IS A WASTE.
THE MOMENT I SEE YOU ,
OH WHITE FAIRY OF THE OTHER WORLD,
I WANT TO FEEL YOU.
I SEE YOU WALKING ON MY TERRACE,
UNDER THE COLD SILVERY MOON,
THE SHINEY PEARL WHITE GOWN ON YOUR MILKY WHITE SKIN,
FLOWING FROM YOUR HEAD TO THE WAIST,
YOUR HAIRS ARE LIKE BLACK CLOUDS,
TRYING TO HIDE YOUR MESMERISING BEAUTIFUL FACE.
WITH DEEP EYES LIKE LUNAR LAKE.
YOUR ROSE LIKE LIPS AS RED AS BLOOD RED WINE,
EVERY GLANCE OF YOU SENDS SHIVERS DOWN MY SPINE.
OH GOD SHE SEEMED LIKE A PEARL IN A SHELL.
ON THAT SIVER MOON NIGHT.
I FELT LIKE CALLING HER OUT,
BUT DID SHE HAD A NAME?
MY THROAT FROZE DOWN
SO DID MY HEART.
TO MY ULTIMATE HORROR,
I COULDN'T SPEAK OUT.
SHE MOVED LIKE WATER,
FLOWING DOWN THE RIVER,
AT THAT FROZEN MOMENT,
I FELT SO HELPLESS
BUT DIDN'T HAD THE COURAGE.
I WISHED TO CALL HER OUT
AND WANTED TO SHOUT.
I TRIED TO FOLLOW HER WAY
BUT AS I GOT CLOSE SHE FADED AWAY.
THE NEXT MORNING I WOKE UP,
I TRIED TO QUESTION MYSELF,
THAT," WAS SHE FOR REAL?"
OR WAS THAT TOO MUCH OF WINE ADDICTION?
WAS SHE A DREAM OR A TRANQUILISED IMAGINATION?
..
THEN I WAITED AGAIN FOR THE NIGHT,
AS I DIDN'T WANTED TO LOSE HER SIGHT.
I WAS GETTING DEEPER INTO HER FATAL ATTRACTION,
AND MY CONSCIENCE DIDN'T KNEW ANY DISTRACTION.
I SEARCHED FOR HER IN MY WHOLE CASTLE,
AND IN MY GARDEN OF BLOOD RED ROSES.
BY THEN THE EVENING GOT DARKER,
AND I KEPT ROMING IN THE MOONLIT WILDER.
I SENSED A WHITE APPARITION,
WALKING THE WALL ABOVE ME.
I AGAIN QUESTIONED MY SELF
THAT WAS SHE FOR REAL
OR JUST MY HALLUCINATED THOUGHT
OR ITS THE WINE DOWN MY THROAT.

SHE WALKED IN THE DIRECTION,
LEADING TO THE HAUNTING GHOSTLY WOODS.
IN THE CASTLE'S NEIGHBORHOOD.
I RUSHED UPTO MY TERRACE,
WHERE SHE WAS STILL THEREAS IF SHE WAS WAITING FOR ME,
OR MIGHT BE A MENACE.
ON THAT SHIVERY NIGHT SHE LOOKED PALE,
AND THE COLD SNOWY WIND ITS WAS HARD TO INHALE.
AS I GOT CLOSER MY FEET STARTED TREMBLING,
AND I LANDED ON MY KNEES,
UTTERING,''WHO ART THOU O MY PALE ENCHANTRESS?''
SHE GAVE ME AN UNEARTHLY LOOK AND SMILED.
DID I FELT A RELIEF OR WAS THAT A DISTRESS.
I FAINTED ON THE GROUND BEFORE ANYTHING ELSE.
.
I WOKE UP BY THE DAWN,
AND TRIED TO SEARCH FOR HER SIGNS.
OF HER DEVINE PRESENCE SO BENIGN.
THE PHANTOMIC APPEARANCES OF THAT ANGELLIC BEAUTY,
RULED MY MIND SOUL AND THE HEART,
JUST NOT FROM THE DUSK TILL DAWN,BUT EVEN BEFORE THEY START.
''WHO ART THOU?''
I KEPT ON MUTTERING.
I WAITED FOR HER IN THE EVENING,
STANDING ALONE IN THE CASTLE TERRACE,
AS THE COLD SNOWY WINDS LEFT ME SHIVERING.
I WAS DETERMINED,NOT WILLING TO GIVE UP,
AS IF I WAS GRADUALLY BEING POSSESED BY HER.
LIKE I WAS BEARING HER CROSS,
AND SHE BECAME MY ONLY FAITH ALL ACROSS.
.
I TRIED SOME WINE,
BUT THAT WAS TASTELESS.
.
LIKE MY SOUL WAS GOIN THROUGH A KIND OF RESURRECTION,
AS SHE BECAME MY SUPREME SEDATION.
I DIDN'T CARE FOR MY HUNGER AND THE THIRST
ALL MY WISH AS THAT I NEEDED HER LAST OR THE FIRST.
I LOOKED UP THE SKY COVERED WITH DARK CLOUDS,
AND THE MOON STRUGGLING AND FADING AWAY LIKE A GHOSTLY GALLEON.
THE MOMENT WAS SILENT
AS DEAD AS A GRAVEYARD.
THEN SUDDENLY HEARD THEN SHATTERRING OF THE GLASS,
I WAS MOCKED AND DREW OUT MY CUTLASS.
THAT WAS MY WINE JAR ,
LYING BROKEN ON THE GROUND,
I WAS AMAZED WITH THE SIGHT OF WHAT I FOUND.
LEADING ME FROM THE SHATTERRING SOUND,
TO THE SCATTERED PIECE OF GLASS,
AND THE BLOOD RED WINE POURED DOWN THE FLOOR.
WHICH WAS FLOWING IN A CERTAIN DIRECTION.
FOR ALL THIS EVENING THE SANDS OF TIME
WERE RUNNING TOO SLOW AND LOW
EVERY BREATH WAS HEAVEY
EVERY SECOND WAS HEAVEY.

TO MY SUPERSTITION I FOLLWED THE FLOWING WINE
TO MY CUMPULSION I WANTED TO CHASE MY ANGEL DEVINE.
AS I GOT TO THE EDGE OF CASTLE TERRACE,
I FELT AS IF I SAW HER GHOSTLY SHADOW
DIMINISHING THROUGH THE DARK HAUNTING WOODS.
WITH BLOWING WINDS THE TREES MADE WHISTLING SOUND,
BUT I WAS DETERMINED TO MEET HER AS I WAS LOVE BOUND.
I RUSHED DOWN MY STABLE AND MOUNTED MY STALLION,
AS BLACK AS DARK NIGHT.
I DIDN'T WANTED ME TO BE DEPRIVED OF HER.
TO FIND ANSWER TO MY QUESTIONS I FOLLOWED HER.
AS I WENT INSIDE
THE WOODS LOOKED DESERTED
BUT I HEARD A PACK OF WOLVES HOWLING.
MY STALLION JUMPED AS IF IT SAW A SERPENT CRAWLING.
LOST OUT OF CONTROLL I FELL ON THE GROUND.
MY HORSE RAN AWAY AS IF A DEVIL WAS FOUND.
AS I LAY DOWN ON THE SNOW CAPPED GROUND.
SURROUNDED BY GHOSTLY TREES WITH ROOTS CREEPING ALL OVER.
IT SEEMED THAT THEY HAD A TOTAL HUMAN FACE,
WITH LARGE HORRIBLE EYES STARING AT ME.
AS A BIG MOUSTACHE LYING BETWEEN THE
PUFFED NOSE AND DEVILISH LIPS.
AND BEARD RANGING ALL OVER DOWN THE FACE.
THE ROOTS CREEPED DOWN AS IF THEY WERE HAIRS.
SOMEWHERE I HEARD THE SONG OF SIRENS
AS THEY SAY IN THE GREEK MYTHS.
THE DAUGHTERS OF THE EARTH,
WHO HAD THE POWER TO ENCHANT EVERY SAILOR PASSING BY.
WITH THEIR SEDATING MUSIC FLOWING IN THE SURROUDING NEAR BY.
AND EVENTUALLY CRASHING AND WRECKING THEM UP,
THOSE SHIPS SUNK WITH THE SAILORS TO THE DEPTHS OF THE SEA AND NEVER CAME UP.
I FELT I WAS LOOSING MY SELF.
AS IF I AM WEIGHT LESS,LIKE I WAS FLYING AND GETTING DRIFTED IN THE AIR.
LIKE I WAS ABOUT TO BE MASTERED BY THE DEVILS OF THE SATAN'S EMPIRE.
WAS I IN DISPAIR?
THEN I HEARD SOMEONE WHISPERING MY NAME
''ALEXANDER'' I HEARD THAT HISSING WHISPER AGAIN.
NOW EVEN THE WOLVES STOPPED HOWLING.
AND ME HURT BYB THE FALL STARTED CRAWLING.
KEPT HEARING MY NAME AGAIN AND AGAIN.
I WAS JUST WONDERING.
THEN I LOOKED UP,
UP TO THE TREES
NOW ASTONISHED TO SEE THE
HUMAN FACED TREES,
SHEDDING THEIR LEAVES.
WITHIN NO TIME THE VIEW WAS AUTUMNIC

THE FOREST WAS WHISPERING MY NAME
AGAIN AND AGAIN.
SOON A STORM STARTED BLOWING
THE LEAVES WERE EVERYWHERE FLYING TOSSING AND SCATTERING.
I LAID QUITE WITHOUT EVEN MUTTERING
MY EYES WERE WIDE OPEN WONDERING.
WHAT WAS ALL ABOUT THAT WHISPERING?
''ALEXANDER THOU COMETH TO US!"
THIS WAS ALL AROUND IN MY HEAD ECHOING.
OUT OF THE FLYING LEAVES THEN APPEARED SOME SHADOWS,
THEY CAME CLOSER NOT WALKING
BUT NOT YET FLYING.
MY HEART OUT OF FEAR WAS PUMPING MY BLOOD FAST.
BUT MY COLD DRY EYES WERE NOT CRYING.
THOSE SHADOWS APPEARED,
DRESSED IN RAGS,
LIKE DAMSELS OUT OF GRAVES.
MESSY HAIRS WITH BLACK LIPS,
AND DARK HOLLOW EYES.
THEIR BODIES HAD NO FLESH.
AND THE NERVES HUNG ON BONES,
WITH FILTHY BLACK TEETH
THEY GAVE A SARCASTIC SMILE.
THEN AMONGST THEM APPEARED MY LOVE,
LIKE SHE HAD TRAVELLED SEVERAL MILES.
FOR THE FIRST TIME I SAW HER IN CLOSE.
BEING STILL I LAID ON THE GROUND WITH MY BACK BEING SUPPORTED BY A STONE.
SHE WAS INDEED BEAUTIFUL AND LIKE A RADIANT JEWEL SHE SHONE.
BUT THIS NIGHT HER LIPS WERE NOT RED,
BUT THEY WERE BLACK AS THE HELL HAD BLED.
SHE LOOKED AT ME WITH HER BLUE EYES
SO BLUE AS THEY HAD NEVER SEEN THE SUN.
SHE LOOKED AT ME AS SHE HAD FOUND THE ONE.
AS SHE GOTB CLOSER SHE DREW OUT A SPEAR.
AND PIERCED IT THROUGH MY HEART
TO LEAVE ME DIE BLEEDING,
DIEING HELPLESSLY IN DISPAIR..
AS I WAS IN DEEP PAIN
SHE WAS LAUGHING AGAIN AND AGAIN.
I WANTED TO SCREAM BUT I WAS MUTED.
THOSE SHADOW GHOULS WRE ALL AOVER ME
REJOICING AS THEY FEASTED.
SUDDENLY I SCREAMED AND FOUND THAT I WOKE UP.
LYING ON THE SAME STONE WHERE I WAS BEFORE.

THE TREE LEAVES MOVED WITH AIR
AND MADE THE HISSING SOUNDS OF THE SEA SHORE,
I FOUND THAT EVERY THING WAS THERE AS IT WAS BEFORE.
BUT SUDDENLY I SAW THE SAME THING AS I DREAMT BEFORE
THE LEAVES STARTED FALLING,SCATTERING AND FLYING.
I LAID MOTIONLESS WITHOUT MUTTERING.
AND MY EYES WIDE OPEN WONDERING.
TERRIFIED TO SEE THOSE APPARITIONS ,
BACK AGAIN FROM MY DREAMS,
THOSE UGLY GHOULS,
DAMSELS OUT OF GRAVES.
I FETCHED FOR MY SWORD,
BUT THAT WAS TOSSED AWAY FROM THE FALL.
IN TRIED TO GET UP BUT COULDN'T FEEL MY LEGS MOVING.
THOSE HOLLOW EYED WITHCES,
SMILED WITH BLACK LIPS,
COVERING THEIR FILTHY TEETH.
FROM AMONGST THEM CAME OUT MY ANGEL,
BUT SHE SEEMED JUST THE WAY I DREAMT.
HORRIFIED I EVEN FORGOT THE PRAYERS
BUT BY THE NEXT THE NEXT MOMENT
I WAS READY TO DIE FOR MY LOVE.
''ALEXANDER'' HISSED HER BLACK LIPS.
MY HEART WAS PUMPING BLOOD
AS IT WAS IT WAS ITS LAST TRIP.
HER BLACK LIPS SMILED,
BUT WITH A HISSING WHISPER SHE SPOKE OUT;;
'
''O ALEXANDER THOU HAVETH BEEN THE ONE
I HAVE SEARCHED ALL THIS WHILE.
AS THOU ART THE ONE WHO CAN
SAVE ME FOM THIS ETERNAL EXILE.
I HAVE WALKED THIS YEARS
FOR THESE NUMEROUS YEARS.
I HAVE CRIED SO MUCH
THAT I HAVE EVEN DRIED MY TEARS.''
BY THIS SHE SUMMARISED HER ORDEAL
AND MY NIGHT MARE WAS COMING FOR REAL.
WITH A DEEP SIGH I EXCLAIMED,
''ALL I WANT IS YOU TO BE MINE
O MY ANGEL SO DEVINE.
YOU HAVE BEEN IN MY THOUGHTS,
AND RULING MY DREAMS
O THE QUEEN OF MY SILENT SUFFOCATION
YOU ARE THE ONE I ADORE.
FOR ALL THIS TIME I WAS SO LONESOME,
AND NOW IN YOU I HAVE FOUND THE ONE,
O MY LOVE NOW IN YOU I HAVE FOUND THE ONE".

''COME IN MY EMBRACE''. SHE HISSED
'' AS WE LIVE TOGETHER IN OUR WORLD FOR TOGETHER FOREVER.
OUR PARALLEL WORLDS HAVE DESTINED US NEVER TO MEET.
LET US BREAK ALL THESE BARRIERS,
AND WE BOTH TOGETHER GREET,
OUR NEW LIFE OUR NEW LIFE
WAITING FOR US ON THE OTHER SIDE.
WHERE WE WILL LIVE WITHOUT PAIN OR FEAR.
AND THOU WONT SUFFER ANY DISPAIR.
BUT FOR THIS THING TO HAPPEN I SEEK SALVATION,
HELP ME TO GET FREEDOM FROM HEAVEN'S DAMNATION."
SO MY LOVE TOLD ME HER GRIEF.
''I WILL DO WHAT YOU WISH,
AND I DO HERE ADMIT,
THAT YOU HAVE BEEN MY FAITH,
FOR WHICH I DONT REGRET,
TO DEFY ANY POWER
EVEN BEYOND MY LIMITS."
THESE WERE MY WORDS TO MY LOVE IN FULL DETERMINATION.
AND I DIDN'T CARED FOR ANY DISCRIMINATION.
AND GAVE HER MY FINAL WORD AND ASKED HER WHAT TO TO.
SHE WHISPERED
''I AM A CURSED ANGEL,
FALLEN FROM THE HEAVEN,
HELD CAPTIVE IN THIS TIME FRAME PRISON.
AND THOU ART MY LAST HOPE BY THE PROPHECY FORETOLD.
BUT TO DO AS I SAY THOU HAVETH TO BE BOLD."
..
''I AM READY TO LAY DOWN MY LIFE FOR YOU,
O MY ANGEL OF NOCTURNAL FALL,
WITHOUT YOU IN THIS WORLD
I AM SO LONESOME AND LOVELORN,
AND THIS MEANINGLESS LIFE PRICKS ME LIKE A THORN"
WAS MY REPLY OUT OF THE SIGH,
WHEN MY PULSE WAS RISING HIGH.
THEN SHE GAVE ME A ROSE AS WHITE AS SNOW.
THE THORN OF THE STEM PRICKED MY FINGERS BLEEDING.
AND SHE LOOKED AT ME SMILING.
GEVE ME HER GOLD RING EMBEDDED WITH RUBY.
LUSTUROUS SHINE,
AS RED AS WINE.
AND THEN GAVE HER SILVER DAGGER
AS SHARP AS SWORD,
THEN FINALLY TOLD ME HER LAST WORD,
''WEAR THIS RING O MY KING.
AND HOLD THIS DAGGER I BESTOW UPON THEE.
MY SNOW WHITE ROSE,
WHICH HAS LOST ITYS COLOUR.
SINCE THE TIME IT FROZE.
NOW ITS TIME TO GIVE IT NEW COLOUR,
AND FOR THAT THOU HAVETH THIS DAGGER.
IT NEEDS BLOOD.
SLAUGHTER OUT THR HEART OF ANY VIRGIN
BORN ON THIRTEENTH,
AND I WILL BE THY FOR EVER AND EVER"
THEN SHE DISSAPPEARED IN THIN AIR,
WITH THE MOON HIDING AWAY.
AND THE DAWN
PAVING THE SUN'S WAY.

BY THE NEXT MORNING,
I FELT AS HEALTHY AS A HORSE,
BY THAT TIME I FELT BETTER THAN WORSE.
SET OUT WITH MY HEART FULL OF DETERMINATION,
TO SEEK MY LOVE'S SALVATION,
AND TO GET HER FREE FROM THE DAMNATION.
I STUFFED THE DAGGER AND ALL MY WEAPONS
AND WENT WITH MY MEN SET IN ALL DIRECTIONS.
.
I WAS SO LOVELORN
AND ONCE SO ALONE.
WITH MY SOLDIERS MATCHING BEHIND,
I WENT WHEREVER I COULD FIND.
THE NOE WHO WAS TO BE SACRIFICED,
SO THAT MY LOVE CAN'T BE CRUCIFIED.
WE ROAMED ALL DAY WITHOUT FOOD AND WATER,
I JUST WANTED THE ONE ,WHOSE HEART I HAD TO SLAUGHTER.
I SPREADED THE INFORMERS AND SPIES ALL OVER MY KINGDOM,
TO GET THE NEWS OF THAT VIRGIN,WHO CAN GIVE MY LOVE A NEW FREEDOM.
THEY BROUGHT ME THE NEWS AT MY CAMP,
WHERE I WAS SHARPENING THE DAGGER UNDER A LAMP.
THEN SAID MY MESSNGER AS HE BOWED TO ME,
'' HAIL YOUR MAJESTY
WE FOUND THE GIRL NOT SO FAR,
FROM THEE KINGDOM'S NORTHERN PROVINCE VILLAGE,
UNDER THE BRIGHT POLE STAR."
SHE WAS A PEASANT'S DAUGHTER
WHOM I HAD TO SLAUGHTER,
AND TAKE OUT HER HEART WITH THAT SILVER DAGGER..
.
MOUNTED ON MY STALLION,
I GATHERED THE SOLDIERS BY THE NEXT DAWN,
AND GOT EVERYTHING WE NEEDED FROM THE NEAR BY TOWN.
WE WALKED THROUGH THE TERRAINS ALL DAY LONG,
WITHOUT TIRING OR STOPPIN AND WENT ALL ALONG.
WE REACHED THAT PEASANT'S VILLAGE BY THE DUSK,
AND THE SUNSHINE WAS FADING AWAY FROM DUST TO DUST.
ASTONISHED IN FEAR TO SEE MY SOLDIERS THE VILLAGERS WERE FRIGHTENED,
MY EXPECTATIONS WERE TO BE FULFILLED AND I WAS ENLIGHTENED.
I INVADED THOSE POOR MEN WITH ALL MY MIGHT.
MY MEN MADE A CRUEL HAVOC WITH BLOODSHED AND FIGHT.
I WENT FOR THE GIRL,
BUT SOME MEN RESISTED,
SO I SLAUGHTERED THEM ALL
WHO EVER EXISTED.
I WHIPPED THEM ALL WITH MY LASHES,
AND THE POOR VILLAGE WAS BURN'T DOWN TO ASHES
ON THAT BLOODY NIGHT WE HUNTED LIKE WOLVES,
SHEDDING INNOCENT BLOOD WHERE EVER WE COULD.
I KILLED EVERY ONE
EVEN CHILDREN AND WOMEN
AND CAPTURED THE GIRL,
WHOM THE FATE HAD CHOOSEN.
THEN RODE BACK HOME.

I HAD PAID WITH MY BRUTALITY,
FOR MY LOV'E IMMORTALITY.
I DIDN'T CARED IF I WAS UNKIND,
WITH ALL MY SINS LADEN BEHIND.
.
''BURN IN HELL YOU EVIL KING,
YOU WILL PAY FOR ALL OUR SUFFERING.
FOR YOUR SIN IF YOU ARE NOT GUILTY,
YOU WILL FACE HELL IN YOUR REALITY."
CURSED ME THOSE DYING INNOCENTS,
CUSED ME ALL THOSE POOR RESIDENTS.
.
ON MY WAY BACK
MY SOLDIERS GOT INFESTED,
SOME DIED ON THE WAY AFTER THE SUNSET.
SOME DIED OF THE FROST BITE OF THE COLD SNOWY NIGHT
AND THE REST GOT KILLED IN A LAND SLIDE.
.
SOME HOW I MANAGED TO REACH MY CASTLE,
AND THE GIRL LYING TIED ON MY HORSE'S SADDLE.

THEN I WAITED FOR THE NIGHT.
HOLDING MY SELF TOO TIGHT.
I HEADED TO THE WOODS AS THE EVENING WENT DARKER,
UNWARE OF THE BURDE OF MY SINS CHASING ME AFTER.
SAME THINGS HAPPENED AGAIN LIKE THAT DARK NIGHT,
THE LEAVES WERE SCATTERING AGAIN LIKE THAT DARK NIGHT.
AND THEN THOSE TREES SPOKE TO ME
AS I FELT MY STAMMERING KNEE.
''O ALEXANDER
NOW YOU ARE HERE WITH THE BURDEN OF SINS LAGGING BEHEIND YOU,
AND YOU DON'T CARE FOR YOUR GUILT HANGING BEHIND YOU.
THOSE INNOCENT SOULS HAVE PAID FOR YOUR AGONY
BUT YOU ARE STILL IN THAT BITTER SWEET SPELL'S SYMPHONY,
LOOK WHAT YOU HAVE DONE AND MADE THOSE POOR SOULS CRY,
THIS IS YOUR FALL BUT YOU WONT TRY."

BLINDED IN LOVE I DIDN'T CARED FOR THOSE WORDS
WHICH WERE EVEN SHARPER THAN SWORDS.
DESPITE THE TORRENT WINDS I WAITED FOR HER,
AS I WAS LONGING FOR THE MOMENT TO BE TOGETHER.
THEN SHE CAME BY THE LAST WIND FALL
SHE WAS THE ONE FAIREST OF ALL.
SHE SPOKE OUT WITH HER ANGELIC SMILE
FOR THIS MOMENT I WAITED ALL THIS WHILE,
''O MY LOVETHOU HAVETH ARRIVED
ALL THIS LONG I WAITED TO BE REVIVED.
IN THIS VACUOUS EXISTANCE,
I HAD BEEN TOO WEAK FOR RESISTANCE.
BUT MY LOVE THOU HAVETH ARRIVED
AS ALL THIS LONG I HAVE WAITED TO BE REVIVED."

I FELL ON MY KNEES LOOKING AT HER EYES
WHICH WERE LIKE A LAKE WHICH NEVER DRIES.
AND SAID'
''O MY PRECIOUS WONDER
FOR YOU I WENT THROUGH PLUNDERS,
BUT I DON'T REGRET FOR ANY BLUNDERS,
ALL I HAVE DONE IS JUST FOR THIS MOMENT TO COME,
WHEN WE BOTH IN LOVE CAN BECOME ONE."
.
THEN WITHOUT ANY STAGGRE I PULLED OUT THE SILVER DAGGER,
AND PIERCED IT THROUGH THE GIRL'S HEART
AND THE BLOOD FLOW BEGAN TO START,
THEN SLAUGHTERED HER HEART OUT,
TO COLOUR THE WHITE ROSE,
WHICH DURING THIS TIME HAD FROZE.
I NEVER CARED FOR THAT CHILD'S PAIN,
AS FOR ME AT THAT MOMENT THAT WAS ALL VAIN.
OUT OF THE PAIN HER CRY AND DESPERATION ,
WERE WORTH TO SAVE MY LOVE FROM THE HEAVEN'S DAMNATION.
MOMENTS AFTER SHE WAS LONGING OUT OF LIFE,
IN THE COLD WIND PIERCING SHARP AS KNIFE.
THE ROSE WAS COLOURED RED
DESPERATELY AS SHE BLED.
HER LIFE LESS CORPSE WAS THEN BEING GORGED ON BY THOSE GHOULS
THOSE FILTY WANDERING EVIL SOULS.
WHO HAUNTED ME ON MY FIRST VISIT.
THEN I CALLED OUT TO MY LOVE WHO STOOD OPPOSSITE,
''O MY LOVE ITS TIME TO END YOUR EXILE,
FOR WHICH YOU HAD WAITED ALL THIS WHILE,
LETS END THE CURSE LAID UPON YOU,
FOR WHICH THE STAKES HAD NOT BEEN FEW."
SHE REPLIED,
''WITH ALL YOUR EFFORTS I AM ON THE WAY OF REVIVAL,
BUT THIS WORLD OF YOURS IS NOT THE PLACE FOR MY SURVIVAL.
COME WITH ME TO HAVE MY LOVE,
BEYOND THE SKIES OF THE SHADOW WORLD,
MY VERBAL APPRECIATION IS AIN'T WORTH YOUR GIVING,
COME AND JOIN ME AS THIS LIFE IS NOT WORTH LIVING.
COME AND JOIN ME IN DEATH,
AND LEAVE THIS WORLD UNDERNEATH.
RATHER THAN BLINDING OUR EYES IN TEARS OF SORROW,
LET'S MAKE A WAY FOR A BETTER TOMORROW.
COME ,LETS WALK TO THE WORLD I CAN SEE SO CLEAR,
WHERE PAIN AND DEATH ARE NOT A MATTER OF FEAR.
COME AND JOIN ME IN DEATH
AND LEAVE THIS SAD WORLD UNDERNEATH."

WITH HER FINAL WORD,
SHE GAVE ME A CUP OF HAMLOCK,
WHICH I POURED DOEN MY THROAT TILL THE LAST DROP.
AS I FELT MY LIFE FADING AWAY
AND MY SOUL FROM MY BODY WAS LONGING AWAY.
WITH A NEW HOPE TO MEET MY LOVE
AS I HAD JOINED HER IN DEATH
AS I FLEW WITH HER BEYOND THE SKIES OF THE SHADOW WORLD
AND MY LIFELESS CORPSE LYING UNDERNEATH.

SIX FEET UNDER AT THE GRAVEYARD

Beneath the ground,
six feet under,
awaits the corpse,
for metamorphosing to dust.
The wooden gallows are cracking,
and the nails begin to rust.
Down beneath the cross,
six feet under.
Scavenger worms begin to plunder.
The graveyard is silent.
Full of rotting carcasses.
Those deads were once a part of the masses.
Life beyond death,
starts after the journey
to the other world,
from the road called the ''cemetery''
after the funeral in then graveyard.
And the doors of the hell lay open,
to the lost souls,
who seek pleasures in the forbidden sins.
They await THE JUDGEMENT,
for their sinful desires.
Those intentions which no one admires.
Fate gives the surprise
with unconditional demise.
And they are left with no time,
to change and for redemption.
then they are left helpless,
disabled and paralysed ,to withstand
the heaven's corruption.

AS I LAY DYING

As I lay dying,
gasping for breath.
Dark angels crawl besides me,
tasting my tears.
surrounded by grief,
lying in helpless pain.
All my attempts to survive
just went in vain.
engulfed in the endless dark,
hoping for the signs of heaven
to save me from this desperation.
i puked blood out of my mouth,
gaining the devil's admiration.
they feed on my pain and fear,
lying helplessly i shed tears.
suffering from wounds,
lying in the pool of my own blood.
But held tightly the fragrant,
red rose in my hand.
which i wished to gift her.
the rose meant to be the gift for my love.
but at the end it became the
red rose for the devil's whore.

BENEATH THE SILVERMOON

As I was standing lonesome,
To be away from the crowd,
Who were celebrating with ale and
Shouting out loud.
The evening was mine,
And for that they gave applauds.
But for me they were all useless,
As I had reached a saturation.
Or was that some sort of maturation.
The whole world seemed more like a lie,
As no one was concerned about who would live or die.
I tried to picturise
from the tiny fragments of the ashes of time,
I had some one precious in my life,
Indeed a beauty sublime.
She was my only one who was indeed mine.
She was so beautiful as she was divine.
Life was a precious gift, when we were together,
She was my angel and we were made for each other.
Her love was my shelter, her love was my life,
But now every moment without her is piercing like knife.
Sorrows entered in disguise in my life,
in the form of my love’s painful demise.

She was so pure

Worth no treasure to lure

Her love was like an open sea for me,
Her touch was like a tide.
And every kiss was like a storm,
It was so rare to keep the pulses at the norm.
Now that she has gone,
But I still feel her eternity.
She was my world,
But now without her every moment is a solitude.
The memories of the past
Were pinching my soul.
I felt this all when my veins were flooded with alcohol.
Then I sensed I spotted someone
On the roof top,
Dressed in black,
Beneath the silver moon.
Just, as she was looking at me.
I was left wondering,
Who was she?
Suddenly a glass broke and shattered,
For which, I was disturbed for a moment.
And she was gone.
I tried to look for her,
And questioned my self,

Where did she disappear?
Who was she all about?
And why was she here?
The whole crowd was busy
As ,they were taking it easy.
The wine made me lousy.
But I was struggling not to feel drowsy.
Distracted from my thoughts,
I tried to figure her where abouts.
Was I just hallucinating?
Or was that ale dominating.
Within a moment, I felt someone breathing on my shoulders.
Confidently uncaring , of all the beholders.
Within a blink of an eye,
I turned around,
Astonishingly terrified, to what I found.
She was my lady love.
But back from her grave?!
Despite my trembling knees
I tried to be brave.
Looking at my precious,
To what she had became.
She wasn’t the same.
Not the one she was before.

For that moment I felt separated from the whole world.
Separated from the people gathered at gathered at my place,
And everyone around.
I was disconnected,
As I did not heard a single sound.
She was looking deep in my eyes,
From her jewel like blue eyes.
Embedded on her marble sculptured face,
With milky white skin.
Her once pink lips were now blood red,
As if on her beautiful face they were engraved.
A while ago she had met a painful demise.
But now is she back as a devil in disguise.
What about those roses,
Which I gifted on her grave?
What about those tears which I shed?
Should I be happy or be scared.
I still can’t forget the moment
When I was helplessly watching my love,
getting into death’s embrace.
With her words she broke the silence.
And unfolded against death
The tale, of her resistance.
‘’I am back from death,
From my grave’s beneath
As I did not wanted to leave you behind.
For your love to me has been so kind.
I can not let our romance
To struggle in this state of trance.”
With this she touched my lips
With her cold fingers.
Then holded my hands.
And flew with me to the roof top.
Beneath the silver moon.
From this point I could se the whole town.
The trees,houses,the streets and the lights.
They were like emeralds embedded on a queen’s gown.
Behind her blood red lips,
I saw those fangs.
Once I had misregarded
How the banshee sang.
Within a moment after I interrogated
She continued without being exaggerated.
‘’A few days before my demise,
I encountered an evil soul in disguise,
Later I found out that he was a vampire,
Who was a lost soul from devil’s empire.
That nospheratu had made a deal with the devil,
To sell his soul in favour of a dark life and spread the evil.
Gradually he was feeding on my blood,
But I was helpless without a word.
He came like a windfall and disappeared.
As there was no one to stop him,
And there was no one he feared.
He pinched his fangs on my neck
And I was tranquilized.
Like in his dark faith I was getting baptized.
Then he made me drink his blood
From his slit wrist.
As if it was the sacrament.
And I went on drinking it as if it had been the sacrament.
It all happened during my illness,
But he had been hunting on me in favour of my wellness.
But before things could change on that ill fated day.
I was declared dead while I was asleep.
A new vampire was declared dead while she was asleep.
I was dugged out by those creatures of the night.
Who came out of their coffins when darkness devours the light.
Since then I became one of them,
Spent days sleeping in the coffin’s cascade
And nights hunting,to feed on blood.
But still my vampire heart was beating for you.
As all my life I had cared only for you.
But your love was the only pleasure
For which I was denied.
So I made those nocturnal greet the dawn and they all died.”
With this she continued
‘’Come in my embrace
And join me without disgrace.
With this new life,
We will live for eternity.
Without aging nor weakening.
Our romance will have its longitivity.”
All this while I was broken,
Waiting for her to come back my eyes were open.
But now I have the one,
Whom I had ever loved.
I was ready to take any step to be with the one ,
Whom I had ever loved.
That night she gave me the deepest kiss.
Which was like a storm,
And as before it was hard to keep
My pulses at the norm.
All beneath the silver moon.
She pierced her fangs
Deep in my neck.
And I became numb,
She sucked out blood from me and I became numb.
All beneath the silver moon.
I became numb.
Was I becoming lifeless,
With this deepest kiss?
No I was sedated with my love,
And I became numb.
She touched my face and called out my name.
Slit her wrist and made me drink her blood.
With this my life was on a new road.
She breathed a new life in me.
Without her I was just lifeless.
But now she had breathed a new life in me.
All beneath the silver moon.
We reunited.
We were so life like.
All beneath the silver moon
We were so life like.
All beneath the silver moon,
We were so life like.

MY DARKEST DESIRE

AS WE CRY OUT OUR EYES BLEEDING,
WITH THE PAIN PROCEEDING,
THE SORROW OF BEING DEPARTED
AND GETTING BACK TO WHERE IT ALL STARTED.
.
WITH YOUR LOVE,MY LIFE WAS BLESSED
AND TO BE WITH YOU,I WAS SO OBSESSED.
.
THOU ART MY ANGEL OF LOVE,
FALLEN FROM THE HEAVEN.
THOU HAVETH BEEN MY ONLY DESIRE
THOU ART THE ONE WHOM I ADMIRE.
THY LOVE HAVETH BEEN MY DARKEST DESIRE.
.
DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE
IN THIS CRUEL WORLD,
WHERE WE ARE ONLY MEANT TO LOSE.
.
HERE WITHOUT YOU
UNDER THESE FILTHY SKIES OF LUST,
I WILL BE FORCED TO STARVE FOR YOUR LOVE,
AS I WILL BE LEFT WITH NOTHING TO CHOOSE.
.
WAIT FOR ME BEYOND,
IN THE SHADOW WORLD,
WHERE WE WILL REUNITE AGAIN.
AFTER THIS KISS OF DEATH.
I WILL BE LIFE LESS,
YET FULL OF LIFE,
AND IN THE SHADOW WORLD
WE WILL REUNITE AGAIN.
WHERE OUR SOULS WILL BE TOGETHER
NEVER TO BE PARTED AGAIN.
WITH NO PAIN NO SORROW
WE WILL BE FREE
FROM THE FEAR OF DEATH.
IN THE NEW TOMORROW

MY BLOOD AND TEARS ON HER GRAVE

OVER THE TOMBSTONE HER NAME WAS CARVED
FOR WHOSE LOVE MY HEART WAS STARVED
NEVER ACCEPTED THAT SHE IS GONE
I SEARCHED FOR HER IN THE WILDERNESS
TILL THE SUN OF THE DAWN SHONE.
WAS THIS THE ANSWER OF THE GOD FOR ALL MY SINS
BUT I KEPT WALKING TO THE GRAVEYARD DESPITE MY ACHING SHINS.
EVENING WAS FADING AS I LOOKED DOWN HER GRAVE
LYING ON MY KNEES,AND SHEDDING MY TEARS,
FOR MY LOVE I HAVE BEEN WAILING ALL THESE CRUEL YEARS..
WORSE THAN ALL THE BATTLES I FOUGHT,
THE GARDEN OF ROSES IN MY HEART,
NOW FACING THE BRUTAL DROUGHT..

I LAID THERE ON MY KNEES IN THE SHIVERING MOONLIT NIGHT
AND NO MORE WAITING FOR TWILIGHT,,
CRYING ALL THESE YEARS
MADE ME RUN OUT OF TEARS,,
BUT MY HEART WAS DRENCHED IN SORROW,
AND I WAS NOT WAITING FOR ANY TOMORROW.

I KEPT LOOKING AT HER GRAVE,
WHERE I HAD PUT DOWN THOSE ROSES,


NOW BLOOD HAS TAKEN THE PLACE OF TEARS,,
WHICH HAD ENDED AFTER CRYING ALL THESE YEARS..
NIGHT WAS GETTING CLOSER,
AS I SAW HER SHADOW IN THE FOG,
OUT OF THE COLD I WAS GETTING FROZEN LIKE A LOG,
BEFORE I COULD CRY ANY MORE
MY GRIEF WAS GETTING ASHORE..
I POURED DOWN THE HEMLOCK DOWN MY THROAT,
AND CUT SLIT MY WRISTS,,
DOWN THE SORROWS ROAD..
AND ON HER GRAVE I FELL DOWN LIKE A TREE
WAITING FOR MY SOUL TO GET FREE,
FROM ALL THE SUFFERINGS LAID UPON ME
I LAID WITH ALL THE SENSES CLOSING DOWN
BUT MY EYES WERE OPEN,
AS CAME SHE IN HER ANGELIC WARDROBE,
HELD MY HAND AND EMBRACED ME,
AS SHE JOINED ME IN MY DEATH,
I FLEW AWAY WITH HER,
AND MY LIFE LESS CORPSE LYING UNDERNEATH..

ADDICTION OF THE PAIN

I WAS SOMEWHERE WALKING DOWN THE LANE
OF MA OLD MEMORIES,WHEN I STEPPED ONTO SOMETHING,
THE TOMBSTONE OF THE GRAVE OF MY HAPPINESS,
WAS JUST LYING THERE ALONG THE CARCASS OF ALL THOSE EMOTIONS..
IS THIS WAT I CHOOSED TO BE?,
OR ITS WAT I HAD TO BE?
SICK OF INSANITY LAID UPON MY SOUL.
I KEPT WALKING,AND WALKING WITH AN ACHING HEART SHIVERING WITH PAIN.
TRIED ALL THOSE OLD ROADS WHERE I USED TO SEE HER.
SHINING FACE MATCHLESS BEAUTY..
LIKE A GODSENT ANGEL..
SHE SMILED AND MADE DARK CLOUDS FADE AWAY.
TO MAKE A WAY FOR THE SHINING SUN.
WAS SHE NOT MEANT TO BE MINE?
I NEVER CARED FOR THIS ANSWER.
JUST WENT ON FEELING FOR HER..
DINT WANNA HURT HER
DINT WANNA SCARE HER
DINT WANNA MAKE HER FEEL UNEASY
JUST STAYED HIDDEN TO WATCH HER GO ALONG..
WE WERE LIVING IN PARALLEL WORLDS
NEVER DESTINED TO MEET..
I ENJOYED EVERYTHING TILL IT WAS A DREAM..
BUT NOW THE REALITY HURTS MY HEART
PIERCING IT LIKE A DAGGER..
AND GOES ON AND ON TILL IT BECOMES TO STAGGER..
MY GATES ARE CLOSED NO ONE CAN GET IN.
SHE IS THE ONE WHO DIED N LEFT ME ALONE.
BUT I CANT CEASE LOVING HER..
ALTHOUGH ITS PAINFUL.BUT ITS MY LIFE NOW.
MORE OF AN ADDICTION..
I DON'T SEEK PLEASURE IN THIS FILTHY WORLD,
DRENCHED IN LUST ALL OVER
ALL WITHOUT LOVE..
THIS IS AN EMPTY LONELY GRAVE YARD..
ALL WITHOUT HER..
I DON'T SEEK PLEASURE NOW,
I BELIEVE IN PAIN,,
THIS IS MY ADDICTION,,
EVERY BREATH I TAKE IS PIERCING ME ALONG ALL THE WAY.
IN THIS SARCASTIC WORLD WITHOUT HER..
SHE WENT ALONG
AND MY HAPPINESS WAS CRUCIFIED.....
NO MATTER HOW MUCH I DRINK THE ALE.
NO MATTER HOW MUCH WINE I POUR DOWN MY THROAT.
ITS ALL MY ADDICTION OF THE PAIN

TEARS OF A FALLEN ANGEL

WHEN I WAS IN THEE WORLD O LORD I WAS UR SLAVE
THOU MADE ME SUPERIOR TO HUMANS
BUT STILL MADE ME TO BOW DOWN
TO THE CREATURES OF CLAY SO LOW
WHO HAD BEEN WORSE THAN BEASTS
I REFUSED TO THE ORDER AND
THOU PUNISHED ME
BANNED ME FROM THEE WORLD THE HEAVEN
AND SENT ME DOWN TO THE UNDERWORLD
CUT AWAY MY WINGS
SO I COULDN'T FLY
UP TO THEE
..
I LAID DOWN THERE FOR MILLIONS OF YEARS
SHEDDING BLOOD AND TEARS..
IN THE DEPTHS OF THE BRUTAL UNDERWORLD
AND THOU NEVER CARE..
NOW I HAVE REGENERATED MYSELF
INTO A NEW POWER
NEITHER DIVINE NOR FROM HELL..
MY WINGS ARE BACK TO ME
MILLIONS OF YEARS AFTER I FELL..
NOW O LORD THE UNIVERSE OF LOVE THOU CREATED
WOULD BE FILLED WITH MY EMOTIONS THOU CREMATED.
THEY CALL YOU AN OCEAN OF LOVE BUT
LOOK WHAT THOU DID TO ME
AND BEHOLD WHAT I'VE BECOME..
MY EMOTIONS BLED AWAY WITH MY TEARS AND BLOOD
THEY HAD QUESTIONS,GRIEF,PAIN,SORROW,MELANCHOLY AND AND HATRED IN THEM
NOW THEY TOOK OVER THE WHOLE WORLD AS I RISE MYSELF ON THOU..
KILL ME OR SLAY ME O LORD BUT THE WORLD OF THE HUMANS
WILL BE WORSE THAN HELL...
AS THOU MADE ME A FALLEN ANGEL!!!!!!!!!!!

WITHIN MY DARKNESS

WITHIN MY DARKNESS.
Hiding my tears not showing my pain.
its the darkness that i have gained.
within the darkest depths
of the lonely corners
of the crimson walls
of my aching heart.
I bleed for my love
for whom i weep out this poem
as heaven's gates close
and I wait alone
with a scarred heart.
Where my grief begins to start.
and i weep out my verses for you,
when angel of death embarks me on my tomb.
denial of the heavens don't bother me any more,
ran out of blood and i paint you no more.
hell breaks upon me every moment I think of life,
cursed by darkness i choose demise.
my deceased love is a sacrament no more,
and to live this life i crave no more.