Tuesday, January 24, 2012
Oh how long I wish to be with you by my side.
Numerous years of solitude have set for me the rules to abide.
Breathing this air, hoping as if it has touched you, in some corner of the world.
As the crimson rays of twilight fall upon my lonely grounds,
Where I stand alone on this earth, awaiting your arrival, with unblinking eyelids.
I walk here in the mist, as I hear my own footsteps born out of the silence.
Looking in the direction of the wind, to smell it hoping as if they have brought your fragrance.
Every time when I wish to stop thinking about you,
I realize the loss of the reason to stay to stay alive.
This life may play the gloomy tunes of a bittersweet symphony,
Where I greet the pain, descending upon the garden of of my heart,
The sacred place where I worship your essence.
Where the matters of lust,anger and greed don’t exist.
I still smile as the rising heartache is dancing upon the garden of love,
But I won’t let this dance of death plunder my orchard of my emotions,
The feelings that I preserve safely as the hymns to the spiritual beauty of our holy love.
Tuesday, January 3, 2012
Engulfed in the maniac addiction,
careless of the whispers of prediction.
darkness is no more an agonising tyranny.
but more of an awaiting destiny.
fallen for the sin,
inviting the devil's grin.
hollow world under the sky of lust,
dying by every single breath and metamorphing to dust.
cold smiles have embarked over frozen tears.
pain went beyond the threshold to bear.
sedation went beyond the wine,
where the dark angels surround to dine.
nothing more left to admire,
peace and happiness are no longer a desire.
nothing is left to be synonymous to holiness,
and nothing is there a cure for this loneliness.
life is no longer a surprise.
no flowers left to bloom on sunrise.
sorrow creeps in well crafted and designed.
souls who suffered now await for demise.
As death creeps in and I close my eyes.
bidding farewell to this heartless world'
expecting no more lies.my journey begins like a dream.
taking me with a flashback through the time.
life was,but a tune of bittersweet symphony.
my commitment for you was to take you beyond agony.
but I was left alone.
i was lost in the darkness all alone.
failed attempts to find my love.
wandering in wilderness.
neither world nor wine,
proved to be a cure for this loneliness.
i tried to be normal cherishing the past.
but all went in vein as they didn't last.
love and life were the same for me,
but grief played a gloomy tune as it came to me.
the pain of separation,
drowned me in desperation.
storms of sadness plundered the tranquil sea of hope.
to kill this pain useless is wine and so is any dope.
but now for me its no more a surprise as my destiny is demise.
leave me alone,
no need of flowers to place upon my tomb.
let me rot to dust,
and so my soul flies away, beyond the world of lust.
Dying light is struggling to survive,
in the war against the darkness,
I don't know how far this can go,
till this elopes within the sadness.
i can't deny it,but my dream will be shattered again.
i can't defy my demons'
as i am not strong enough to bear the pain.
but i go on struggling to survive,
like the dying light,
in war against my darkness within.
where the pain rules the core in my deepest within.
i am on my road to death,
beyond the sufferings aand pain.
the dark angels float close to me,
as i can no more sustain.
my fate awaits me,
down there beneath my grave,
where for happiness,
i no longet crave.
The dawn descends embarked on my fear,
the pain ascends despite frozen tears.
nothing left for nostalgiac memoirs,
they are washed away by evanescent turmoils.
spent years with agony,
under the shades of tyranny,
once i cried oceans of tears,
till my heart became a tomb.
from the breaking dawn,
to a silent gloomy twilight,
pain and suffering became my destiny.
and this was the darkest delight.
this went on till i found her again,
back from the death.
smiles returned to us again,
leaving the grief underneath.
she enchanted me with her nephilic smile,
we danced in the shadows,
escaping the dawn and the sun.
but the thirst of blood was on the run.
drenched in moonlight we walked our roads,
being together after all that suffering,
in all even and odds.
oh this nostalgia haunts me now,
and the smile of LUCIFER taunts me now.
the gargantuan shadows engulf me,
and the vacuous space suffocates me.
oh cruel world! behold my love ,being crucified,
under the scorching dawn,
where i am stung with silver arrows and forced to crawl.
the sun burns us and we weep blood from our eyes,
in the sunlight we burn together,
but the world cannot set apart our ties,
life was,but not alive without you.
i breath but cannot survive without you.
madness for darkness and the thirst,
shows how soul-less we are,
but crucification of my love shows ,
o world how heartless you are.
behold us as we have been bestowed the pain,
to be separated again.
but o cruel world your attempts are in vein.
the darkerside of love,
is the pain of separation,
suffering the agony under the shades of desperation.
the scorching sun burns our skins,
and i scream watching her suffer.
wounded and in pain crawl under,
the cross where we are destined to die.
i crawl beneath her just for one last kiss,
so i bid this heartless world a farewell which i'll never miss.
but the sun burnt us down,
and we metamorphed to ashes.
and our dusts flew through the air.
blowing with the wind.
filling the breath of everyone
who had been against the love of our kind.
but we are still together,
our dusts came together as we fly with the wind.
filling the breath of everyone,
who had been against the love of our kind.
the darkerside of the sun,
now unleashes no fear.
once soul-less and now our souls reunite,
where i hold her dear.
where we exist together,
and shed no tear,
where we flow like a serenade,
in the serene wind which moves like a renegade.